Going Solo

Day 1: Your current relationship status, if single discuss how single life is

Relationship Status: Single and Steady

Single Life in bullets

• Beer with Friends
• Books
• Coffee
• More time for impulsive decisions
• Deductive Reasoning
• Sleep (repeat ad infinitum)
• Me Time

Should I really discuss it? I like being single. Period.

Since I like tweeting about Challenge for the Day shit, I am doing the 30-day Challenge. For the lack of any creative juices in my brain. Don't judge me. Or whatever.

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

When should I start? Later.

Not Coming Home

What happened to January 2011?

Emotional Trauma. This is when all the 2010 awesomeness and lack of emotions backfired. It is a whirlwind battle against emotional upheavals. My been-there-done-that attitude didn't work. I thought I had it all figured out. I thought I had it all under control. But thanks to family drama and other issues I'd rather not tackle, I am quite in a roller coaster ride with my hormones this month. I could be a drama queen (or king, whichever you prefer) for all I know.

The Black Swan Effect. I am a struggle in the making. A war is brewing inside me. Perhaps that's just me competing against my past and future.

And other things I could not put into words. Will keep you posted soon.

Helter Skelter!

First post for another new decade: I ditched my work today.

I know this is going to happen. This is bound to happen--me ditching me work. I looked back at some of my posts and I realized that I was a wreck. I cannot decide. I was out of touch. I was disillusioned. I was as confused as I was when I left college. But what's even annoying is the sad reality that nothing changed.

I am still stuck in that phase. I still want to quit my job and study instead. I still want to do crazy things. I still want to abandon the world and stop thinking about anything else. LOL drama. Anyway, if it's any consolation, I am taking baby steps to get to my goals this year, which leads me to my 2011 resolution:

• Jog/Exercise
• Read more
• Write more
• Spend less
• Drink less
• Study harder
• Be competitive

I'd probably laugh at myself if I see this next year. I don't know. But yeah, I am starting to jog. I am currently studying for an exam in April (take note: in April! That's a start!) I am halfway through Skywriting by Word of Mouth. I am spending less, which leads me to a sober and happy version of me. I just hope that I could keep this up.

And yes, I am enjoying this "I-ditched-my-work" day. Start the decade right, so they say.

Can't Buy Me Love

December is for sissies! I am celebrating Sissy Month.

I was caught beneath the landslide of teenage angst and was drowned by waves of adolescent emotions. Too many decisions to make, yet so little time. Too many things to do, but no energy to move. I need more sleep, yet I can't waste my time dreaming of things I could never have. I am tired.

So much for youth. So much for wasted youth.