Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Defying Gravity

This is where the "I should stop this or else..." should start kicking in. Shit.
This is not supposed to happen! What am I thinking? What the eff am I thinking? Gahd. I am supposed to be rational. I am supposed to think first, and not to let emotions get entangled with decision-making. I am not supposed to feel...anything. Why now? I have been in a limbo for quite sometime. I am not feeling anything. I am in a blank state. I just don't feel ANYTHING. But now this? The gods must be insane.
This. Is. Not. Supposed. To. Happen. I swear.




I will haggle with my inner demons. I don't need this right now. NOT NOW.

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